Comments:

2004-02-24 23:01:28
I just want to say I know how much fear sucks, and also that I am thinking good happy thoughts and best wishes for you, as I know all your friends here will also be. -------------------------------

2004-02-25 00:00:21
".....shorts out like a cheap toaster.....". My automobile is a cheap toaster and it went up in flames last Friday night, leaving me standing in the street with a friend, the words to Johnny Cash's 'Ring Of Fire' in my head. -------------------------------

2004-02-25 00:30:15
Jen - I don't know what I can say or do to help you feel better or give you any sort of comfort. All I can do is tell you I am thinking of you in my hearts and prayers. xoxoxoxo -------------------------------

2004-02-25 05:50:43
I'm sorry! Thinking about you and sending positive vibes your way... -------------------------------

2004-02-25 07:40:53
I can relate. I've said hundreds of times that I could put up with whatever my shitty neurons throw at me if it was CONSISTENT. This on again-off again hellish box of Gump chocolates is THE worst. And doesn't it just suck we have this crap in common? Bush should have it. Osama bin Laden should have it. Not us. Not fun, smart, talented mothers who have lives and children who need us. ~LA -------------------------------

2004-02-25 09:10:04
sweetie. -------------------------------

2004-02-25 09:32:26
I so know what thats like. I stay up late probably 6 nights out of the weeks just because I'm afraid to fall asleep. Whether its because I can give myself bad nightmares, or because I think I just wont get up again. The mind is the scariest thing. -------------------------------

2004-02-25 10:38:27
I'm so sorry you're going through this Jen, and just wish there was more I could say. Lots of healing light out to you. -------------------------------

2004-02-25 13:43:59
It seems like you get these attacks every time you get yourself rundown. I know that's what kicks my heart off. Don't know why I'm giving you advice I can't seem to take myself, but maybe if you slow it down a bit before you get really run down you won't get quite as bad off when you do crash? Anyway, sympathies. My heart arrythmia is worst when I'm horizontal. There are many, many nights that I'm afraid to lie down. I'm so sure it will just stop. -------------------------------